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friends only new journal. comment to be added happy reading! amy ;]
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| OMGGG |
[05 May 2008|09:01pm] |
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gossip girl made my heart jump at the end hahhahahahah so shocking!
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| it's all happening |
[07 Apr 2008|08:56pm] |
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"I always tell the girls, never take it seriously. If ya never take it seriously, ya never get hurt. Ya never get hurt, ya always have fun. And if you ever get lonely, you just go to the record store and visit your friends."

things are looking up
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| We never turn out the way we thought we would |
[17 Mar 2008|09:50pm] |
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deathcab - technicolor girls |
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i'm feeling so much better about a lot of things right now. just, more hopeful i guess. i really want to invest a lot of care and love into close friends and myself and forget about a lot of the illusions of love that i have been religiously and so desperately trying to believe in. not that it doesn't exist, just that i'm not mature enough to find it in me, let alone another person.
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| gap |
[08 Mar 2008|03:28pm] |
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real housewives |
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 community service at the foodbankk w/ tyler ( a couple more )
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[19 Feb 2008|07:28pm] |
i think i might want to become a pharmacist random i know
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| money |
[03 Feb 2008|04:19pm] |
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hungry/miss him |
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shuffle |
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yayy finally reaching the 70's by friday :] (73 degrees) i'm so sick of this rainy-cold-windy-doody weather and i want it to be spring so everyone can wear pretty flowy tops and dresses and be in a cheerier mood at school.
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| ignorance |
[02 Feb 2008|01:15pm] |
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i wish i had a double who could go through everything that happens to me a second before and filter out all the bad/hurtful parts.
( ap enviro field trip to the aquarium )
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| bloo blee blahh |
[02 Feb 2008|01:08pm] |
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voxtrot |
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 rachel bilson is so cute i got accepted to ucr yesterday :]
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[28 Jan 2008|06:05pm] |
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what happened to my links? :[
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| updating finalllly :] |
[16 Oct 2007|07:53pm] |
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hogan knows best! |
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i'm pmsing, it's freakin cold these days, i have MAJOR hair breakage, and i just feel like a little grandma lol. i keep having these weird dreams that bother me for the whole day and idk if there is meaning to them. school has been alright and idc about SAT 2's anymore. whatevaaa lol. i haven't even started my college admissions essays yet, i'll save that shit for november? or this weekend? but i'm sooo anxious to get my SAT scores on the 25th!! ugh i hope my whole summer at elite wasn't a total waste. if i even get like a 1750 (i got a 1700 the first time) i'll be happy lol, at least it went up a lil. things have been pretty okay lately. i've let go of a lot of things i used to care about mainly i guess because i've realized that noone cares and everyone sees you the same whether you care or not. i guess i'm lucky that my highschool is so drama free and everyone pretty much just worries about themselves. i thought that in my senior year i would care a lot about how i looked and worry about clothes and whatever but i basically just get up and throw anything on and i just make sure i'm warm lol. i can worry about losing weight and getting money so i can buy things after apps are done :] something to look forward to!
( lots of pictures from october+ )
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| new |
[15 Sep 2007|06:35pm] |
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numb |
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feist - my moon my man |
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layout :]
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| amusing |
[13 Aug 2007|07:08pm] |
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“You only lie to two people in your life, your girlfriend and the police. Everybody else you tell the truth to." — Jack Nicholson
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[21 Jul 2007|11:32pm] |
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why do i feel like i'm just a fucking plague of failing relationships. they all end up being the same. the same shallow bastards all of them.
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| prom 07' |
[22 Apr 2007|10:29am] |
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cold |
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sufjan stevens |
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